Its been so long sence i have written,Alot has changed....
I am no longer scared or worried,I am no longer afraid or confused.I dont think about things like I used to and I see days so much more brighter.
I enjoy life so much more now,I sometimes wander off in my thought and replay the first 6 months and I cross my fingers.
No more pain please....
I tear up and have a familar pain again when I think about it all
SO I close my eyes and think about today...
I learned a great lesson in this whole climb
God is in control,if you give it all to him her will help you breathe
he will help you see and he will take away your pain...
